Today I came home from the Counselor’s office. The ride home was alright, I didn’t say as much to my mother about it as I did last time. When I got home I decided to log on lotro for a while. Besides dealing with a few assholes online that pretty much ruined the end of the day for me it was alright. I talked to my friend Kandy for a while about how things have been going for me. We talked a lot about TJ and some of the minor things bugging me about him that I fear may turn into bigger things. While talking with her I came to understand that part of the reason I sacrifice so much of my well-being for others is because I accept pain as an inevitability.
Affirmations: I sacrifice my sanity for the happiness of others.